Depression is real, suicide thought is real
I attempted that twice
Okay I went into depression first which later graduated to rejection of self because I felt I was created different, born as a man but then always been abused by others both physically and with words.
Some attributing me to being a gay , being effeminat. All this made me hate myself and the sight of guys that act sissy cause it brought reminder of the pains.
This actually led me into attempting suicide twice so I could end it all.
I always felt ashamed of myself and lost all confidence, always keeping away from people
Two things helped me pull through: having 1 friend who wasn’t judgemental and understanding God’s love
If the world could be less judgemental the word will indeed be a better place
