(Here’s the story of a young man who went through a rough childhood, growing up sick and addicted to porn. He overcame suicidal thoughts and pornography, while building a friendship that helped his healing process. Now he too has found love…)
So when I was a little child I was very sickly. I was so sick I went into coma for two weeks and the medications had a side effect on my sight. Growing up I had very bad sight and my eyes were swollen with pus discharges and I looked very disgusting. It affected my childhood because other children couldn’t come close to me because of how I looked and stuff and my parents had to always lock me indoors so I couldn’t even get to play as a child. And in the whole loneliness I saw porn at a very young age and I got hooked and addicted for years and it depressed me more because I couldn’t open up to my parents because all they knew was to beat me.
So I grew up depressed and I had serious inferiority complex, it made me feel like everything I did wasn’t good enough so I became very suicidal and it really locked me away from having feelings of humanity. Through out secondary school I saw boys and girls having feelings for each other but I just couldn’t because my heart was already a damaged place so the only time I had feelings was in year one and it still didn’t end well. Until I met Richard and my healing started off well. I found love again and my life is going on well. Thank God for how he has changed me as a person and I know it’s all for the better🤗
