Just like an addict craves for a crack of cocaine
Just like birds spread their wings to fly
I constantly scrape the crumbs under your table
Just like a woman clings to the fruit of her womb
I seem to tighten my grip even as my hands bleed endlessly
The world has brought me to my knees
This curse grips me with the promise of loss
Of pain, of heartbreak
I will gladly bare it all for you
The shame that consumes me
Every time that I lick your feet
The way that you loathe my love for you
Yet you hold me captive
Like that jailer in Asa’s song
I want to be free
But I long helplessly for the taste of your aura
You spit and curse me for the way that I idolize your presence
Now I see how our love becomes a dreadful bond
I bleed but not for your sake
But for mine
I cannot move on
Help me
Please
